Mama Monday #67
Pilgrimage is
about integration, body and soul, feet, and faith.
– Paul Boers, The
Way is Made by Walking, page 23
Pilgrimage in
its truest sense is religiously motivated travel for the purpose of meeting and
experiencing God with hopes of being shaped and changed by that encounter.
Pilgrimages are often concretely physical—journeying to a particular place,
perhaps with some extraordinary expense and exertion—and spiritual- one
hopes to meet God in this travel.
– Paul Boers, The
Way is Made by Walking, page 41
Church Father
Clement of Alexandria famously described prayer as “keeping company with God.”
That’s one of my favorite definitions. Walking the Camino was an embodied
experience of such companionship, one that informs my regular life back home as
well.
– Paul Boers, The
Way is Made by Walking, page 48
Part of my
pilgrimage discernment included paying attention to dreams, which were more vivid
than usual. Once I slept in an old,
former monastery that had hosted pilgrims for centuries. Not surprisingly, I
dreamed about cloistered grounds, labyrinthine buildings, and encountering
mysterious monks. At one point a character who looked at lot like Brother Paul
spoke about the life of faith and quoted a wise mentor as teaching, “See God at
work in all things.”
The refrain
stayed with me long after I woke. I pondered it all day and often thereafter.
It rang true and was theologically satisfying. It does not say that God is in
all things, some static or inert presence. It certainly does not claim that God is all
things, the heresy of pantheism. Nor does it assert that God wills all things
to happen precisely as they do, ever since my sister died at age seventeen, I
am reluctant to accept that idea. But I can look for God at work in all things,
at all times, in all places. No matter how bad the situation, God does not give
up, despair, abandon us. God is there, conferring hope and help.
– Paul Boers, The
Way is Made by Walking, page 51
While this
journey was a pilgrimage, even a dream come true, it continued to challenge me
on all kinds of levels. It was not just the taxing work of walking or even the
difficult sleeping arrangements. I was not en route to “get away from it all.”
Rather, the exotic and unfamiliar circumstances, and being free of routine
responsibilities, meant I could pay better attention to God.
– Paul Boers, The
Way is Made by Walking, page 72
And while I
needed to learn difficult lessons on this pilgrimage, there were refreshing
graces as well: a call not only to own up to my own limitations but to accept
them as a way of trusting God’s fuller grace.
– Paul Boers, The
Way is Made by Walking, page 82
In walking the
Camino, carrying few possessions and being vulnerable to circumstances, more
than anything I learned to be prayerful. I constantly offered up to God
concerns and worries, places that I hoped for resolution and help. But at the
same time, I saw God at work in what was happening. Surely God does not operate
differently along the Camino than in the rest of life. But I learned to pay
better attention to God- God’s company, God’s workings, and God’s interventions.
– Paul Boers, The
Way is Made by Walking, page 83
Abundance and
scarcity are two modes of perception that crucially shape our imagination and
choices. I know they make a difference for me. Do I really believe that God is
at work, present, and able to make a difference? Can I trust God with my life?
Do I live in the security of such convictions, or am I perpetually fearful and
anxious?
Too much of my
life is spent worrying about what others may or may not do, protecting myself
against possible hazards, competing for seemingly scarce resources. I find
myself in an endless race for security and success. But the Camino experience
kept drawing me into counterintuitive modes of functioning.
– Paul Boers, The
Way is Made by Walking, page 83
Meals together
were one of the most significant aspects of the Camino. I often find myself
recalling where and with whom I ate. I liked- often even loved- the food, but I
was most grateful for the company. As Christine Pohl writes: “A shared meal is
the activity most closely tied to the reality of God’s Kingdom.”
– Paul Boers, The
Way is Made by Walking, page 102
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